I can't believe that it's almost Thanksgiving. Shit where the hell did the whole fucking year go???? Maybe it's because I've been unemployed for the majority of the year but it feels like it went by super duper fast. Not just fast mind you, but super duper fast. I really don't know where this year has gone. And worst yet, I have done nothing. Absolutely nothing. I haven't finished any major knitting projects, I haven't even started writing that novel I'm going to write, I haven't lost weight, and most importantly I haven't gotten a new job yet. I'm hurting man. I really need to start making some income. I'm so desperate that I'm even answering job postings on Craig's List. And most of those are complete and total scams, but what else am I supposed to do???
Anyways, the interview I had at the beginning of the month didn't work out, I was turned down because of my credit. How am I supposed to keep up my credit score when I've been unemployed for 10 months???? I'm sorry but when money ran out I decided to buy food instead of making timely payments on my credit cards. And recently, I haven't even been sending payments and the calls have started but I don't know what they expect me to do? Sell a kidney? I'm beginning to feel desperation breathing down my neck. I completely broke down earlier today when I was driving to pick up my brother from school. I don't know what I'm going to do next.
I had two more interviews this week and then another one on Wednesday I need one of these to work out. Because if they don't, I'm not sure what else I can do.
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